I know it is a little early to write this out but I better do it before I forget.
New Year's Resolution.
~Rant negatively only once a month.
~focus more on my career as an animator an artist which means more drawing and more practicing with animation
~diet more and lose some weight
~learn something new or play some new.
~hang out with friends more
~have less stress and more happiness
~move out a the end of the year
~find internships and a job
~buy programs like final cut pro for my career
~go to the movies more
~do something positive for someone else (family, friend, or stranger)
~laugh and love more
~hopefully find my cat or what happened to him
~find a relationship
~finish my college career.
~learn more and gain knowledge and wisdom
~convince my parents to either get a new fridge or start accepting the idea of making time to redo the attic and make it more livable and manageable
~convince mom that my brother is trouble and we should cute him off for good. Dad is already up for that, but mom still has problems letting go.
~Explain things better
~Learn a different language or travel to places like out of state or out of country if possible.
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Friday, December 21, 2012
Pronouns
I am trying to figure out pronouns to represent a bigendered friend of mine.
For those of you do not know what bigender is, let me explain. It refers to an individual to associates back and forth or simultaneously as a male or a female characteristics or persona. This means regardless of physical appearance, they internally associate themselves as either male ore female based on their own context of the day or timeframe. They can see themselves as more feminine or more masculine and dress accordingly or however they feel expresses them as an individual.
Now, these people have many different titles: bigendered, androgynous, en femme or en homme, gender-neutral, or Ser and Mx. However, we we think of pronouns we think of defining someone as either "he" or "she", which doesn't apply to everyone. There are the transponders who either classify themselves as the opposite of what they physically are and there are the bigenders who think of them as one or the other depending on how comfortable they are during the particular moment in time they are feeling. This does not mean they are bipolar or have multiple personalities. This does not relate to their orientation s being bisexual which is the liking of male and female sexes. This refers to their state of mind of their own well being apart from societies restraints.
I have a transgendered friend who we refer to as "he" or "him", yet with my bigendered friend, it is a lot harder to associate them with pronouns when we are unable to determine what gender they would like to be identified as. So there needs to be a neutral pronoun to classify bigenders as without associate them as an "it" or a "they". We need something in society that classifies these individuals as what they are without confusing them as what they seem to be.
So, what pronoun can we use?
xe/xem/xyr/xyrs/xemself
There are others with "N", "Z", and "V" but I like the alternative with the "Y" in place of the "I" it distinguishes itself from using normal vowels.
Xe laughed.
I called Xem.
Xyr eyes gleam.
That is Xyrs.
Xe likes Xemself.
Plus think of it this way. X and Y are always used when associating chromosomes which apply to a majority of the population turning out either male or female biologically. There are occasionally moments where a male grows up with female hormones that act as female hormones such as chest growth in females yet still obtain their male genitalia. There is something known as the XYY or XXY. Look it up, it is fascinating and pretty common in Southeast Asian countries. I learned about it in Sociology class.
It is basically where a girl can have an extended clitoris that can function like a penis and a male can be born as a boy and grow up with female features.
What do you think bi-gendered individuals should be called?
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For those of you do not know what bigender is, let me explain. It refers to an individual to associates back and forth or simultaneously as a male or a female characteristics or persona. This means regardless of physical appearance, they internally associate themselves as either male ore female based on their own context of the day or timeframe. They can see themselves as more feminine or more masculine and dress accordingly or however they feel expresses them as an individual.
Now, these people have many different titles: bigendered, androgynous, en femme or en homme, gender-neutral, or Ser and Mx. However, we we think of pronouns we think of defining someone as either "he" or "she", which doesn't apply to everyone. There are the transponders who either classify themselves as the opposite of what they physically are and there are the bigenders who think of them as one or the other depending on how comfortable they are during the particular moment in time they are feeling. This does not mean they are bipolar or have multiple personalities. This does not relate to their orientation s being bisexual which is the liking of male and female sexes. This refers to their state of mind of their own well being apart from societies restraints.
I have a transgendered friend who we refer to as "he" or "him", yet with my bigendered friend, it is a lot harder to associate them with pronouns when we are unable to determine what gender they would like to be identified as. So there needs to be a neutral pronoun to classify bigenders as without associate them as an "it" or a "they". We need something in society that classifies these individuals as what they are without confusing them as what they seem to be.
So, what pronoun can we use?
xe/xem/xyr/xyrs/xemself
There are others with "N", "Z", and "V" but I like the alternative with the "Y" in place of the "I" it distinguishes itself from using normal vowels.
Xe laughed.
I called Xem.
Xyr eyes gleam.
That is Xyrs.
Xe likes Xemself.
Plus think of it this way. X and Y are always used when associating chromosomes which apply to a majority of the population turning out either male or female biologically. There are occasionally moments where a male grows up with female hormones that act as female hormones such as chest growth in females yet still obtain their male genitalia. There is something known as the XYY or XXY. Look it up, it is fascinating and pretty common in Southeast Asian countries. I learned about it in Sociology class.
It is basically where a girl can have an extended clitoris that can function like a penis and a male can be born as a boy and grow up with female features.
What do you think bi-gendered individuals should be called?
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Friday, December 14, 2012
People's Court
I have been watching People's Court lately with my mother and just seeing all of these ridiculous people suing their family members, friends, neighbors, and such makes me think. Hah! With one of the friends I dumped a year ago over disputes and issues, I could sue them for silly stuff too. Not that I would because it is in the past and who gives a fuck. But I could sue for emotional stress such as feeling manipulated, used, and money that person could owe them such as a $75 check I paid for them because they basically forgot their wallet. They waited till after we got there to tell me they didn't have the money for dinner, which was more than just that one time. But just thinking of, huh, this exists and I could do it, would be hilarious and ridiculous as well. To be honest, all I ever asked was to be paid back and I never got that and all I ever wanted was the same respect and dedication as a friend that I gave them. But considering as they are not the good-person they should be, just shows that life is better without them and getting involved in all that crap again would be pointless drama I'd rather not get involved with again. But seriously, it amazes me how ignorant, stupid, pathetic, immature, and sinful this person is. She really does not grasp reality let alone common sense or morals. She is so hypocritical.
~She bashes Christians for their religion when she says she wants them to accept hers.
---How can you ask that of someone when you yourself don't do it either? You think all Christians are horrible, judgmental people who view your religion as sinful or the work of Satan. Why are you questioning and bashing their religion when you are also trying to convince them that your religion is just as good? It makes no sense to bash theirs when the individual who is Christian didn't directly bash yours? You are just basing your facts on a stereotype and a few people and making the entire religion look bad because of a few ignorant people who can't be open-minded.
~She said that loitering in places like restaurants was okay to do.
---Those people are in a business to make money. If you loiter or don't pay or buy anything on the menu, they can either charge you for the water or kick you out. Loitering is an offense. It is not acceptable in any business unless they offer free wifi like Starbucks or Fruitealicious. But restaurants like Jinbeh, is not acceptable to think that way.
~You think posting perverted imagery is art.
---Art is a personal collaboration of skill and creativity considerably towards conceptualized ideas or topics that struggle or make a statement towards social, political, emotional, or physical means. This does not include pornography, the act of establishing a sexualized content for personal fetishes and arousal.
---Artistic Nude is viewing the body as an art form and using it respectfully within society. Respectfully, I may repeat. This is basically saying that my body is just as good as another, and that with its flaws, I am beautiful. I am an art form when I am able to use as such. I can interactively use it with the means of artistic medium and electronically based medium. No where does this consider the body as a sexualized structure where its nudity is to arouse others for the sake of sexual pleasure and stimulation. This is to respect the body as an art form, not demean it as a physical object to be used, abused, and stimulated through an act of pleasure and sexualized manner.
---By posting artwork without a concept or without a respect to the body within itself, you are basically posting porn based on your actions and personal means towards a sexualized object. Because you post it with the tags of it being "sexy", "hot", or otherwise "active", you are degrading yourself not only as an artist but also as a person. DeviantART is not a pornhub site where you can post your body in the nude in skimpy clothing to arouse others or viewing yourself as a pin-up model. DeviantART does not tolerate the usage of pornography that inflicts sexualization towards masturbation, penetration, bodily fluids, genitalia contact orally or sexually. Although you did not post that sort of content when viewing your body, your acts in posting it was immature and reckless. You are basically setting yourself up for "the wrong kind of audience". If you want to be respected as an artist, show more of your talents and what you have to offer creatively and artistically through concept and process, not through content. Art is more than just a nude body in the place of a model and posted simply for sexual means. Sexual means not meaning just physical but also through a mental status of how you are viewing it when you post it. If you are posting it because you think it is a sexy image of yourself, that is not art. That is no way near an art form because you viewpoint on it is not for it in an artistic way, but more towards an immature mindset seeing something as something else rather than what it actually is. So when I say it is not art, it is not because the artist is not viewing it as an art, or deliberately viewing it as an art form. You are posting it based on personal pleasure and physical stimulation not a means of struggling for a cause or for an overall concept.
---Your art, itself viewed in this such stems more from the content you are posting, which is nothing but nude women and occasional men doing sexualized acts through an immature hobby rather than as an art student. If you want to be taken seriously as an artist through college and towards a degree, you need to broaden your horizons and challenge yourself which means straying away the immature images of sex, nudity, and sexualized content. You need to practice more and improve on your style rather than using art as a crutch for your sexualized fantasies you wish others to view as well. Which within itself, is immature. It is a child wanting to share what they fantasize about without considering the audience they are viewing it as. If you were an artist in the real world posting your artwork, you'd get more critics than praisers because there is no concept behind your work, it is all just trash to the public. It is nothing more than an immature person doing something because they enjoy doing and nothing more. You really need to mature and stop living in your own little world. You aren't the only person in the world and you can't always place yourself as the victim as if the world is wrong and you are right. No, that is not how the world works. If you can't understand, basically what I have just said, and all you are seeing it is as a hateful rant against you, then you are an immature, self-absorbed little person with no depth. You need to get over yourself. It isn't always about you and you can't always think that you are in the right with no faults. That is not a life you want to accept let alone a mentality to grasp. You are mentally 14, you are not an adult. And because of that I felt like you were holding me back or driving me in the wrong direction, towards that mindset I don't want to be a part of because of how immature and one-sided it is. I want to mature with my art and use it towards a career, not as a hobby. You are only an artist if you understand what art is first rather than what you think it should be. It can be anything but stop making everything into an art form when it is easily debatable. You need more than just one person to say it is art otherwise it is just your opinion.
~You were manipulative, instinctually acting as if I didn't do or buy you anything, that the world was coming to an end. That because you didn't have the money for it, you expected me to get it for you because you thought I was a pushover.
---First of all, don't make plans with me and go places if you have no money to spend. If it is just meeting at your house, then that is fine but if you are broke, tell your friends you can't see them. Don't just hang out with them and expect them to pay for you, the diabetic who needs eat. If you don't have money for food, don't call your friends to take you places and feed you for you. That is childish and pathetic. I grew tired of it. I was done with it. You made me want to stop being a pushover and start learning to saying "No!". You needed a reality check and you shouldn't use people or think that just because it is alright for them to do, that you should should it to. Nu uh. People are different and they focus and work differently than you. You don't learn at the same pace they do so stop trying to be like them and stop letting your own grades fall through the cracks simply because you are bored and need your art as your crutch to break free from it. You need to grow up...so do it or fuck off.
~Don't bash people with ignorant facts that are based on opinions. Opinions are not facts.
---Don't just read up on something or take a close-minded view of it and say that it is fact. There is always more than one side to every coin. Buddhists don't have to be bald, male monks who take an oath of celibacy and live in temples. Buddhism is more than just a lifestyle, it is a philosophy, a love of wisdom, to better oneself and their own life through a set of codes and morals. Like any religion, it has a set of morals and codes of conduct to live by. Choosing it means you choose either parts of the whole or the whole. It doesn't have to be a physical journey or involve physical acts such as prayer or silence, it can be completely mental of a mindset. I believe it as truth, therefore, I see it as factual to ME. Doesn't mean to all, but it woke me up and I accepted it as a fact based on my own views. Don't bash my views based on your own. You are no better than the Christians you hate when you bash others ignorantly.
---Pansexuality is not "liking all forms of sex". What the fuck were you thinking? Do you not even understand that it is a sexuality, an orientation. It means I like all sexes and genders. I do not limit myself to just one sex, and within a health class you will understand I am referring to the biological status of a person whether that be a male, female, transgendered person, or transexual. It is a biological aspect, not a act of sex where a penis and a vagina interact of any gender. That was stupid and made you look stupid by thinking that is what it meant. Really, stop copying and pasting material off the internet and believing it as truth. Back up your sources with more than one site or fact from multiple viewpoints before stating something ignorantly. Furthermore, do you do that to essays? You plagiarize other people's words and thoughts and claim them as your own? Definitions are fine, but actual reading materials online? That is immature. A college student would know better to avoid doing that without stating where you got the information from. Are you a college student or just a person taking college courses? There is a difference, you know?
Seriously, with all that I have said, you little missy, are one big airhead, a person who has no regards to anyone else but herself, and no world outside her own. You are full of lies, hypocrisy, slander, hate, ignorance, and immaturity. You are the worst kind of person and I am glad I got rid of you as my friend. You were not needed and eventually you will realize that when more than one person has a problem with you on the same considerations. Your entire life needs a maturity check and a reality check. You are living within a fantasy world with no regards to adult considerations. Hopefully you will understand that someday, probably not soon but maybe when you are on your death bed, you finally understand your life was nothing to smile about and had no true depth.
~She bashes Christians for their religion when she says she wants them to accept hers.
---How can you ask that of someone when you yourself don't do it either? You think all Christians are horrible, judgmental people who view your religion as sinful or the work of Satan. Why are you questioning and bashing their religion when you are also trying to convince them that your religion is just as good? It makes no sense to bash theirs when the individual who is Christian didn't directly bash yours? You are just basing your facts on a stereotype and a few people and making the entire religion look bad because of a few ignorant people who can't be open-minded.
~She said that loitering in places like restaurants was okay to do.
---Those people are in a business to make money. If you loiter or don't pay or buy anything on the menu, they can either charge you for the water or kick you out. Loitering is an offense. It is not acceptable in any business unless they offer free wifi like Starbucks or Fruitealicious. But restaurants like Jinbeh, is not acceptable to think that way.
~You think posting perverted imagery is art.
---Art is a personal collaboration of skill and creativity considerably towards conceptualized ideas or topics that struggle or make a statement towards social, political, emotional, or physical means. This does not include pornography, the act of establishing a sexualized content for personal fetishes and arousal.
---Artistic Nude is viewing the body as an art form and using it respectfully within society. Respectfully, I may repeat. This is basically saying that my body is just as good as another, and that with its flaws, I am beautiful. I am an art form when I am able to use as such. I can interactively use it with the means of artistic medium and electronically based medium. No where does this consider the body as a sexualized structure where its nudity is to arouse others for the sake of sexual pleasure and stimulation. This is to respect the body as an art form, not demean it as a physical object to be used, abused, and stimulated through an act of pleasure and sexualized manner.
---By posting artwork without a concept or without a respect to the body within itself, you are basically posting porn based on your actions and personal means towards a sexualized object. Because you post it with the tags of it being "sexy", "hot", or otherwise "active", you are degrading yourself not only as an artist but also as a person. DeviantART is not a pornhub site where you can post your body in the nude in skimpy clothing to arouse others or viewing yourself as a pin-up model. DeviantART does not tolerate the usage of pornography that inflicts sexualization towards masturbation, penetration, bodily fluids, genitalia contact orally or sexually. Although you did not post that sort of content when viewing your body, your acts in posting it was immature and reckless. You are basically setting yourself up for "the wrong kind of audience". If you want to be respected as an artist, show more of your talents and what you have to offer creatively and artistically through concept and process, not through content. Art is more than just a nude body in the place of a model and posted simply for sexual means. Sexual means not meaning just physical but also through a mental status of how you are viewing it when you post it. If you are posting it because you think it is a sexy image of yourself, that is not art. That is no way near an art form because you viewpoint on it is not for it in an artistic way, but more towards an immature mindset seeing something as something else rather than what it actually is. So when I say it is not art, it is not because the artist is not viewing it as an art, or deliberately viewing it as an art form. You are posting it based on personal pleasure and physical stimulation not a means of struggling for a cause or for an overall concept.
---Your art, itself viewed in this such stems more from the content you are posting, which is nothing but nude women and occasional men doing sexualized acts through an immature hobby rather than as an art student. If you want to be taken seriously as an artist through college and towards a degree, you need to broaden your horizons and challenge yourself which means straying away the immature images of sex, nudity, and sexualized content. You need to practice more and improve on your style rather than using art as a crutch for your sexualized fantasies you wish others to view as well. Which within itself, is immature. It is a child wanting to share what they fantasize about without considering the audience they are viewing it as. If you were an artist in the real world posting your artwork, you'd get more critics than praisers because there is no concept behind your work, it is all just trash to the public. It is nothing more than an immature person doing something because they enjoy doing and nothing more. You really need to mature and stop living in your own little world. You aren't the only person in the world and you can't always place yourself as the victim as if the world is wrong and you are right. No, that is not how the world works. If you can't understand, basically what I have just said, and all you are seeing it is as a hateful rant against you, then you are an immature, self-absorbed little person with no depth. You need to get over yourself. It isn't always about you and you can't always think that you are in the right with no faults. That is not a life you want to accept let alone a mentality to grasp. You are mentally 14, you are not an adult. And because of that I felt like you were holding me back or driving me in the wrong direction, towards that mindset I don't want to be a part of because of how immature and one-sided it is. I want to mature with my art and use it towards a career, not as a hobby. You are only an artist if you understand what art is first rather than what you think it should be. It can be anything but stop making everything into an art form when it is easily debatable. You need more than just one person to say it is art otherwise it is just your opinion.
~You were manipulative, instinctually acting as if I didn't do or buy you anything, that the world was coming to an end. That because you didn't have the money for it, you expected me to get it for you because you thought I was a pushover.
---First of all, don't make plans with me and go places if you have no money to spend. If it is just meeting at your house, then that is fine but if you are broke, tell your friends you can't see them. Don't just hang out with them and expect them to pay for you, the diabetic who needs eat. If you don't have money for food, don't call your friends to take you places and feed you for you. That is childish and pathetic. I grew tired of it. I was done with it. You made me want to stop being a pushover and start learning to saying "No!". You needed a reality check and you shouldn't use people or think that just because it is alright for them to do, that you should should it to. Nu uh. People are different and they focus and work differently than you. You don't learn at the same pace they do so stop trying to be like them and stop letting your own grades fall through the cracks simply because you are bored and need your art as your crutch to break free from it. You need to grow up...so do it or fuck off.
~Don't bash people with ignorant facts that are based on opinions. Opinions are not facts.
---Don't just read up on something or take a close-minded view of it and say that it is fact. There is always more than one side to every coin. Buddhists don't have to be bald, male monks who take an oath of celibacy and live in temples. Buddhism is more than just a lifestyle, it is a philosophy, a love of wisdom, to better oneself and their own life through a set of codes and morals. Like any religion, it has a set of morals and codes of conduct to live by. Choosing it means you choose either parts of the whole or the whole. It doesn't have to be a physical journey or involve physical acts such as prayer or silence, it can be completely mental of a mindset. I believe it as truth, therefore, I see it as factual to ME. Doesn't mean to all, but it woke me up and I accepted it as a fact based on my own views. Don't bash my views based on your own. You are no better than the Christians you hate when you bash others ignorantly.
---Pansexuality is not "liking all forms of sex". What the fuck were you thinking? Do you not even understand that it is a sexuality, an orientation. It means I like all sexes and genders. I do not limit myself to just one sex, and within a health class you will understand I am referring to the biological status of a person whether that be a male, female, transgendered person, or transexual. It is a biological aspect, not a act of sex where a penis and a vagina interact of any gender. That was stupid and made you look stupid by thinking that is what it meant. Really, stop copying and pasting material off the internet and believing it as truth. Back up your sources with more than one site or fact from multiple viewpoints before stating something ignorantly. Furthermore, do you do that to essays? You plagiarize other people's words and thoughts and claim them as your own? Definitions are fine, but actual reading materials online? That is immature. A college student would know better to avoid doing that without stating where you got the information from. Are you a college student or just a person taking college courses? There is a difference, you know?
Seriously, with all that I have said, you little missy, are one big airhead, a person who has no regards to anyone else but herself, and no world outside her own. You are full of lies, hypocrisy, slander, hate, ignorance, and immaturity. You are the worst kind of person and I am glad I got rid of you as my friend. You were not needed and eventually you will realize that when more than one person has a problem with you on the same considerations. Your entire life needs a maturity check and a reality check. You are living within a fantasy world with no regards to adult considerations. Hopefully you will understand that someday, probably not soon but maybe when you are on your death bed, you finally understand your life was nothing to smile about and had no true depth.
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