You know what I don't like?
Being told what to do.
Especially based on your wishes.
Do not request me to do shit for you as a favor when I personally have no need to do it in the first place.
You wanted me to be tag shit on tumblr so you can have means to block it? Fuck that shit. I am not tagging anything based on your wishes of what I do with my tumblr page. If you don't like to see it on the dashboard, then tough. Not my problem. Take it or leave it. Just scroll pass it if you don't like it. But don't ask me to fucking do shit for you simply because you are aren't into the same things I am into.
First of all, it is hard enough talking to you about anything mature related because you have no interest in it. To be honest, face it, it is part of life. People have sex, enjoy it, may face mental and emotional trauma along the way, but that's just how it is. Sex isn't for everyone and everyone has certain degrees they can tolerate with it, some more than others, and some can sit here, looking at it, comment on it, but still watch it because oh wait that's right, it turns them on. It stimulates their interests and makes them want to masturbate to it or gets them in the mood to have sex. It is just how they are. They are in a different level than you because you prefer not to understand why so many people give into their human nature and want to fuck around. But do not judge them based on your preferences. Do not say that it is nasty and you don't want to hear it. That right there in itself is immature. You ignore the possibilities, don't understand the other person's side, because you don't want to. You want to avoid the subject and stay pure to your own close-minded views on the subject. Fetishes, sex, and masturbation are always going to be a part of life and the internet. If you can't deal with it, then don't go on sites that support or allow it. One being, tumblr. Don't watch people who post it based on their preference, even if they are your friends.
If you don't like what I post, then unwatch me, because the last thing I am doing is tagging something so you can avoid it based on your preferences. Take it or leave it. Can't deal with it? Then don't bother with it. Just face the fact, I am interested in sex, masturbation, yaoi, hentai, smut whatever. I give into my sins because I am human and enjoy it. It give she pleasure and fills me with wonder and excitement. The curiosity factor is always there. I enjoy it, unlike you. I have an active sex drive, one that at times gets out of hand. I am probably not the only one. If you don't want to hear it, then don't ask me about my relationships with others in that way. If you can't bear it, then don't sit there judging people based on their preferences with your own. If it dissatisfies you, then that is your choice, but keep it to yourself. No one wants to hear you complaining about it and why you hate it, why you can't stand it, why it irks you to the bone. Just accept that it is out of your hands and move on, get around it, avoid it, ignore it. Do whatever you can to get away form it, but don't judge. Don't judge the people who do like it, who do do it, and why they think the way they do apart from yourself. That is self-absorption: absorbed into your own thoughts and interests, without accepting or understanding the thoughts and interests of others.
I know I have no right to tell a friend how they should live their life, but it bugs me every time the topic comes up and you get all bitchy and grossed-out about it. I don't want to hear grossed out noises from you and you being bitchy about it and telling me to shut up because you don't wanna hear it. I am cautious about what I say to you, I can't be open with you, because you are unable to be open with me. As a friend, it hurts when I can't tell one of my best-friends some personal secrets every now and then without them being offended by it because they are at a different level than I am. Personally, this is why I kept one of my ex-friends around, they were actually open enough to talk about it and participate with it openly without the need to judge or actively turn down their friends own sake of living based on their own preferences. It feels like you are judging me and ridiculing me for thinking and feeling differently than you, because I am interested in something and you're not. It is like you belittle me simply because I happen to enjoy sexual desires. It hurts. It makes me feel like you don't accept me fully as a person let alone a friend.
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Do something...
So, I was talking with a friend. I was suggesting ways he and his friends can make their youtube channel more popular. And he just seemed like a difficult son of the bitch about everything I was suggesting.
First off, I am suggesting ways you can promote your group channel to get more popular and yet you seem bent on not wanting to do anything about it. I even talked about this with our friend about "if you want something, you have to basically do something about it yourself" but you don't seem to care. You honestly don't seem like paying a few bucks to get the recording equipment you need to mess with other games other than minecraft and to make your recordings more high-def and enjoyable.
Secondly, you have a job now. Granted, I know very little about it because we kind of fell out after a misunderstanding. But that does not mean you can't spend some money on stuff you talk about needing in order to do some things. So don't complain about why you are unable to do something when you aren't even willing to do it in the first place or strive to take action towards getting what you want. No ambition. None.
Third, who cares if some games are online or computer games and that you only have a console. That has nothing to do with it. You don't need to stick to just console games because that is all you have. You can branch out some and do other things especially if they are online and you are able to do them with friends like you are doing now with Minecraft. There is no difference between console and computer games other than the media you are using. The game is the same, just modified to fit the preferences of the game itself and the changes with the settings and buttons. If it is a few bucks for Minecraft, then it is obviously going to be a few bucks for anything else.
Seriously, I glad I am able to see you in a different light, one that isn't just humor and fun, but ignorance, difficulty, and rudeness. You really need to work on your people skills. You can be rude at times, ignoring friends, focused on immature things and yourself more than them, angry for the littlest things, and distant when your friends need you the most. You need to shape your attitude up otherwise the people around you may talk about you behind your back and treat you just as unfairly or you can wind up hurting them for mistreating them.
To be honest, I really thought you would look pass our whole misunderstanding and mature about it after a year. That you would show some initiative to talk to me at times, consider my side of the story or my feelings, and act as if nothing happened. I gave you time to get over it. I don't like things being awkward between us or the fact that I am having to do all of the work in order to keep our friendship. If you can ignore and ditch a friend so easily, then maybe you never truly cared about them in the first place. And to be honest, I am kind of glad I got out of that relationship as boyfriend and girlfriend. If you act this way as a friend, who knows what kind of asshole you are as a boyfriend. To be honest, it was all about you and your needs and wants rather than understanding the girl's side. To know how to act and understand the person without needing to ask so many questions. There is no need to be held by the hand and taught every little thing about the person you are dating. I am not your mother, I am not your teacher. I am your friend. I can give advice, I can help you out when you need help which I have done multiple times more than I can count, but I shouldn't have to be the guardian or mature person at every turn.
If you want to know why I dumped you, it was because you were too immature, too clueless, too irresponsible, and more like a child and a brother than a boyfriend. I would much rather have a guy who is responsible, mature, and understands and knows things before getting into it. Not just and emotional personal acting on his feelings 24/7 and forcing someone to do stuff they are uncomfortable with doing. Also, and I have told your sister this, you need a bath. Your BO was atrocious and she understood where I was coming from. Sitting next to you was almost like needing to wear a gas mask. Also, you talked about getting physical but you never took any action to get condoms. You also need those at times for blow jobs dude. Even if you are clean, you still need them. And showering before sex is good for you as well as well as afterwards. I have been talking with a guy friend now and he knows a lot about sex, more than me. He is also more interested in getting a vasectomy, which is completely reversible if he changes his mind later. He also knows about safety and putting a girl just as much as into the equation as himself. He is mature, intelligent, and down-to-earth. He can be silly at times but he is makes up for it and knowing people and understanding the world around him. He isn't just interested in himself and his needs or blowing away his life on games and TV. He enjoys physical health, working his ass off with either his own business and such, physical activities, and creating his own mechanical gizmos in quantum mechanics and physics. He shows himself in more ways than one and makes conversations interesting. Not just entertaining others with games and laughter. I am not saying you need to be someone completely different, but work on your attitude and character a little bit. The more you treat me this way, the more I think of you as rude and conceited who doesn't put enough effort into his friends and considering them before yourself.
First off, I am suggesting ways you can promote your group channel to get more popular and yet you seem bent on not wanting to do anything about it. I even talked about this with our friend about "if you want something, you have to basically do something about it yourself" but you don't seem to care. You honestly don't seem like paying a few bucks to get the recording equipment you need to mess with other games other than minecraft and to make your recordings more high-def and enjoyable.
Secondly, you have a job now. Granted, I know very little about it because we kind of fell out after a misunderstanding. But that does not mean you can't spend some money on stuff you talk about needing in order to do some things. So don't complain about why you are unable to do something when you aren't even willing to do it in the first place or strive to take action towards getting what you want. No ambition. None.
Third, who cares if some games are online or computer games and that you only have a console. That has nothing to do with it. You don't need to stick to just console games because that is all you have. You can branch out some and do other things especially if they are online and you are able to do them with friends like you are doing now with Minecraft. There is no difference between console and computer games other than the media you are using. The game is the same, just modified to fit the preferences of the game itself and the changes with the settings and buttons. If it is a few bucks for Minecraft, then it is obviously going to be a few bucks for anything else.
Seriously, I glad I am able to see you in a different light, one that isn't just humor and fun, but ignorance, difficulty, and rudeness. You really need to work on your people skills. You can be rude at times, ignoring friends, focused on immature things and yourself more than them, angry for the littlest things, and distant when your friends need you the most. You need to shape your attitude up otherwise the people around you may talk about you behind your back and treat you just as unfairly or you can wind up hurting them for mistreating them.
To be honest, I really thought you would look pass our whole misunderstanding and mature about it after a year. That you would show some initiative to talk to me at times, consider my side of the story or my feelings, and act as if nothing happened. I gave you time to get over it. I don't like things being awkward between us or the fact that I am having to do all of the work in order to keep our friendship. If you can ignore and ditch a friend so easily, then maybe you never truly cared about them in the first place. And to be honest, I am kind of glad I got out of that relationship as boyfriend and girlfriend. If you act this way as a friend, who knows what kind of asshole you are as a boyfriend. To be honest, it was all about you and your needs and wants rather than understanding the girl's side. To know how to act and understand the person without needing to ask so many questions. There is no need to be held by the hand and taught every little thing about the person you are dating. I am not your mother, I am not your teacher. I am your friend. I can give advice, I can help you out when you need help which I have done multiple times more than I can count, but I shouldn't have to be the guardian or mature person at every turn.
If you want to know why I dumped you, it was because you were too immature, too clueless, too irresponsible, and more like a child and a brother than a boyfriend. I would much rather have a guy who is responsible, mature, and understands and knows things before getting into it. Not just and emotional personal acting on his feelings 24/7 and forcing someone to do stuff they are uncomfortable with doing. Also, and I have told your sister this, you need a bath. Your BO was atrocious and she understood where I was coming from. Sitting next to you was almost like needing to wear a gas mask. Also, you talked about getting physical but you never took any action to get condoms. You also need those at times for blow jobs dude. Even if you are clean, you still need them. And showering before sex is good for you as well as well as afterwards. I have been talking with a guy friend now and he knows a lot about sex, more than me. He is also more interested in getting a vasectomy, which is completely reversible if he changes his mind later. He also knows about safety and putting a girl just as much as into the equation as himself. He is mature, intelligent, and down-to-earth. He can be silly at times but he is makes up for it and knowing people and understanding the world around him. He isn't just interested in himself and his needs or blowing away his life on games and TV. He enjoys physical health, working his ass off with either his own business and such, physical activities, and creating his own mechanical gizmos in quantum mechanics and physics. He shows himself in more ways than one and makes conversations interesting. Not just entertaining others with games and laughter. I am not saying you need to be someone completely different, but work on your attitude and character a little bit. The more you treat me this way, the more I think of you as rude and conceited who doesn't put enough effort into his friends and considering them before yourself.
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