Weird Things About Me

• I have a cowlick at the base of my head, it curls differently then the rest of my hair
• I hate square sliced pizza
• I like a lot of vegetables like Brussels sprouts, asparagus, squash, sweet potato, tomatoes, artichoke, spinach leaves, onions, bell peppers, corn, peas, pickles, lettuce, kale, collard greens, banana peppers, celery, bok choy, argula, avocado, zucchini, broccoli, chickpeas. Anything I have tried except green beans, cucumbers, carrots, and cabbage. 
• I have an allergy to carrots and make-up powder
• I have an astigmatism
• I may have hypoglycemia
• I can pop my thighs when I stretch
• I cannot separate my fingers between the middle and ring finger to make the Spock hand sign. The nerves in my hand and my ring fingers won't let me.
• I have a low blood pressure, always. 
• I love coconut, almonds, cinnamon apples, and spinach alfredo pizza.
• I love the taste of diet coke over regular. I hate Coca-Cola.
• I love Root Beer and Cream Soda. Wish they had a Root Beer 10 though. xD Lol
• I still have a baby tooth, might have extracted soon though...
• I love sauces or condiments that are a creamy peach color. Makes me think of Chipotle sauce and makes me want to buy it. 
• I love Vanilla Hazlenut Lattes/Frappacino's. 
• I prefer Black Tea over Green Tea or Oolong
• My top 5 favorite candies are: Peanut M&M's, Almond Joy/Mounds, Reese's, Kit Kat, and Twix. Otherwise, I hate most sweets.
• I love Dark Chocolate, hate White Chocolate
• I love Swedish snacks/candies
• I love Japanese Snacks/Candies. Hate Ramune
• I hate energy drinks like Venom. 
• I actually enjoy Mello Yello. 
• I have a hard time eating leftovers after they have been in the fridge for more than a day. I think the food went bad.
• I will not eat anything pass the expiration date. It makes me feel like the food won't taste good.
• I hate body hair whether on the legs, pubes, or underarms. I can't stand it. I feel unhygienic if I don't shave.
• I have double-jointed index fingers. 
• I hate bras with wires in them.
• I take shower in the mornings. I feel gross if I don't take one when I start the day off. 
• If I don't shower once a day, my body temperature doesn't react to outside temperatures normally. I will feel hotter than normal or colder than normal if I don't take a shower. 
• I hate Cream of anything soups. I can only eat Tortilla Soup, Clam Chowder, Lobster Bisque, or Chicken and Rice. 
• I can't have Ranch dressing on salads. It tastes awful to me. I can only have Ranch as a condiment like with chicken or hot wings or with buffalo. 
• I love tank tops and lumberjack shirts
• Honestly, I pluck my eyebrows. They get too bushy for me sometimes. 
• Honestly, I have natural pubic hair growth. It's gross! I want laser treatment.
• I am 1/4 Scottish, Irish, Spanish, and English. I don't know what I look like the most. 
• I think I look more like my dad but I have more traits passed down from my mother. 
• I am attracted to Native Americans, Asians, Whites, and Greeks the most. 
• I am obsessed with anything Greek. 
• I have created words on my own without knowing that they were real words or before they became popular slang like: effing rather than F-ing, kk, Okies, DOL (died of laughter), NOGADAM (No One Gives A Damn About Me). 
• I created the name Ovieterle off of the top of my head and it has never been created before. SCORE!
• I am a hipster and I don't care. I don't follow trends as they happen. I will get into the trend or like the trend when I feel like it either before it becomes popular or long afterwards. 
• I have weird dreams most of the time that I sometimes can't remember. 
• I do not eat pork. 
• I love scallops, lobster, shrimp, and crab. I am not a big fan of fish though.
• I am a cheese-a-holic. 
• I hate beer and wine, love mixed drinks. 
• I do not smoke, never will smoke. I hate the smell and can't stand it. 
• I will never do drugs and I actually judge people if they do drugs or not. I support and respect those who have never touched drugs in their life. Not even weed or medical marijuanna. 
• I hate it when my dad thinks I am immature when I cry. I am not immature when I cry, I just have feelings and an edge you just crossed
• I usually hold feelings in before they bottle up inside me and I can't take it anymore.
• I am a sexually active person. I do not go around having sex with anyone though, I just have urges like everyone else and not afraid to admit it. I masturbate like everyone else and don't take kindly to people who think of me as a pervert or that that is a gross habit to make, simply because their preferences differ from mine. 
• I have been with both girls and boys. 
• I have only had sex once with a guy. 

Merry Christmas! Old Draft

3I got quite a few interesting things for X-mas in the past few days. Most I knew about, some I was really surprised for. I did run into some issues like with some jackets not fitting and being too small but for the most part, I got a good selection. I will do a countdown of the things I got with pictures. :3

This is what I got from Uncle David and April last night on Christmas Eve. Every Eve, we exchange gifts between them and us and have a big feast my mom cooks or we get to fix and platters from Subway. I will start with theirs first.

15. Jacket
--- Soft, fuzzy and thick jacket that was too small in the arms and kind of tight in the chest. It fits my mom but there was a draw back of the inside fuzz falling off and sticking to clothes. Mom said even she can't deal with that and although it is a beautiful jacket, I might not either. I may be able to exchange it for either a bigger size or something of equal price.

14. Sketchbooks
--- They got me two beautiful sketchbooks with beautiful covers.

13. Wooden Colored Pencils
--- These colored pencils are designed to look like little trees and they are beautiful! I don't know how to sharpen them but I did play with them a little to see how they work and they are extremely soft to work with.

12. Hoodie Top
--- Soft, light top with a hood on it. Beautiful blue colors that remind me of a Peacock. :3 It is sparkly with little stones on it.

11. Scarf
--- Beautiful white and gold scarf that looked like it matched the jacket I can't wear. xD Lol

10. Recycled Juice Boxed Wallet
--- Heavy duty, pointy, and really colorful wallet/coin purse made from recycled juice boxes. I thought it was cute and interesting. :3

Now for X-mas Gifts from my parents.

9. Panties
--- Yes I asked for some and it was a 3 pack. :3

8. 2 pairs of jeans.
--- Blue and black jeans that I desperately needed. One pair I already had was ripping and too small.

7. Star hoodie top
--- Another soft, light hoodie top that has a baseball sleeves and stars printed on the front and back. See-through so a top underneath is necessary.

6. Two CDs
--- Blockhead The Music Scene and The Little People. I wanted new CDs for my car so I can listen to them. Now, just need to get my Radio fixed in my car. Sigh...

5. Coconut Rocher Chocolates
--- YUM!

4. PJs
--- Star printed PJs top and bottom set by Vera Wang.

3. Flannel Shirt
--- I love Flannel shirts. This one is really pretty!

2. Simply Vera Wang Purple Faux Snakeskin Purse
--- I love this purse. It's big, roomy, has tons of pockets and sections and is beautiful inside and out.

1. iPad
--- That's right! I got an iPad! I thought I was getting a Nook and thought when mom got the Kindle Fire, that she stole my gift and dad messed up and got the wrong tablet. But I am glad mom got a tablet and I got the iPad. The deal was to buy either the Nook or Kindle Fire for me since the iPad was too expensive but dad still bought it for me. I am loving it! I am doing most of my stuff on it right now.

So Christmas was nice, would have been better without my brother because he was so out of it, rude, and obnoxiously fidgety. He would not sit still and when he was sitting still he couldn't stay awake. We skipped him for most of the present portion of the night last night and he was so rude today when he got those minute cards for a phone and called right in the middle of the present portion. You do that afterwards when things are done as far as I am concerned. He ignored us for that phone and the new phone he got. Then he was rude to the people on the phone who were trying to guide him in how to do it and he was just so snotty with the people.

So, he was kind of the humbug of X-mas this year and really didn't deserve anything he got. He holds record for the naughty list.

So, I think he needs to be on his own or in a mental institution. No ifs, ands, or buts about it.

So Merry X-mas! I still have Dene's to do next so there may be an update with this journal or a new one. :3

Think Before Doing the Nasty!

Responsible Parent
~Wants the child or has planed for the child they are going to have and have made preparations prior to the starting process of getting one
~Is an adult themselves and can first take care of themselves before they try to take care of the life of another, towards one who can't take care of themselves without assistance
~Is willing to sacrifice their time, needs, and wants for he the time, needs, and wants of another life
~Is compassionate and caring, without being overbearing
~Is willing to express discipline only when the moment requires it.
~Does not complain about the hardships he/she has to go through in order to be a parent and is blessed with the child they have
~Is not neglectful or absent-minded, is self-aware, understanding, and open-minded.

Irresponsible Parent
~Had unprotected sex without the consideration of possibly getting pregnant or mindfully does not want a child at the time and neglected the possibilities before the actions they took.
~The condom broke and did not take actions necessary in order to fix the problem before it became a future lifestyle, one that will force the parent to give up all personal expectations of themselves for the sake of another living being
~Does not want children or has the mindset that children are annoying, obnoxious, creatures and don't deserve the time and effort of the person who is distasteful of them
~Is unwilling to take care of themselves before the sake of another
~Was pressured into having a child without personally wishing to have one and following along with what their partner wants without establishing a mode of mutual understanding towards the right time and place for both parties
~Is thinking about or is possibly considering in the future that their partner is not the one for them and has a child together anyways. Which will either lock the two people together despite dispute and uneasiness or forcing one parent to take on all of the responsibility
~Does not do research prior to actions needed to have a child
~Does not understand how to take care of a child and the biological concerns outside the structure of sexual intercourse
~Is unaware of their surroundings or completely oblivious to common sense.
~Is irritable, judgmental, or overbearing, forcing ones own beliefs on the child without first considering the child's own individuality first.
~Is irresponsible in the sense that they have no prior knowledge or experience in handling the responsibilities needed in order to take on the new lifestyle.

Rants...

I hate being the only one trying save a friendship when the other person is showing no signs of being self-aware of the people around him, being considerate of them and asking how they are for a change, starting the conversation first, or wanting to just talk and hang out. I am always the one having to do something to keep it alive. I am tempted to just shut up and ignore him for a while and then wait and see if he actually cares to respond. It seems like he won't talk to me unless it is about him or something he is into.

I know I have ranted about this before, but it keeps bugging me and it is still going on. I am kind of glad we aren't together anymore as a couple, because I knew this was the type of person he was and he shown no signs of improvement and still hasn't. So it is kind of like I dodge a bullet. I wish I had someone to help me with this and offer some sort of advice, otherwise I may do something drastic and just confront him about it which may stir up negativity and arguing.

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Being deployed somewhere is not always a sure thing. Even if they say you will be deployed somewhere, you might not even get that far or along that path. So all of your hard work of learning the language and culture would all be for nought. And furthermore, why would you want to go to Korea? Do you know the demographics, the religion (which less than 1.7% is other aside from the main ones of Buddhism, Catholic, and Christianity) which may lead up to there being no Wicca or Pagan stores in your area you may be deported to. There's also the fact that you are a foreigner and despite your studying, people are going to still see you as a foreigner. 99% of the populations are Korean, very few are of another race and if so, they are simply tourists, not people who live there for a certain of years or forever. There's a lot more research involved than you have yet to consider and you shouldn't just walk into a new country without first understanding it all and not just going there because it is some sort of vacation or adventure, it will be a lifestyle whether for a few months, years, or a lifetime. You will have to basically conform to their rules, society, and lifestyle in order to fit in. You can't be the ignorant tourist who just happen to upon on the place and think because you did a little studying, you could get by with ease and that everyone will accept you. You thought the people in America were ignorant and bias, just wait. All nationalities and countries are the same in their own form. They may not understand you or your way of life, your religion, or your poor usage of the language. It takes years before you could master a language, even linguists study for that long. You won't fully understand their way of life or language within a few months to a year, it takes a lot longer than that to fully blend in or to study abroad. It is not child's play or a vacation you are setting your life on, it's a new lifestyle you have to conform to in order to fit in otherwise something may happen that you don't expect and you will be begging to come home. Also watch what you say and don't bash the President whether publicly or on the internet, the government will censor it on the web and you won't be able to view much porn or gay and lesbian supported sites. It may come to pass that some sites you use daily may even be blocked like DA, Blogger, Tumblr, Facebook. It may be a democracy but it is still an asian country where some places may not be suitable for all ages and whatever you draw, which for the mass majority of it is porn and nudity, maybe keep you from really doing much with it or posting it anywhere online. It is not like the freedoms you have now in America. So if you want to face that, then go ahead but you have a much better chance being deported somewhere else like Sweden if that is what you are after.

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Another one is the fact I hate it when people say they are "Back from the Dead" on their website but they rarely do anything on there like update further for post much of anything. All I have to say is liar liar pants on fire. Don't make promises you can't keep...

Sentimacy is Mine Bitches

Thinking about creating a story with a band called Sentimacy. I said it like a mashed up word of Sentiment and Intimacy and a friend told me sounds like a Band name. Weirdly, it hasn't been taken yet. It's mine now. >3 RIGHTS TO THE FIREFLY LIGHTS!

Great Way to Start the New Year

Great way to start out the new year.

A guy I know from high school found me in December on Facebook. At first, I wasn't sure who this guy was because for the longest time I thought his name was Patrick. Don't ask. And when I realized who it was, I was like, "Okay, I know you. I'll add you as a friend." If I had known he would have been this annoying, I would have just not have cared and ignored him. Sadly, I made the mistake of being nice, yet once again.

This guy has been trying to talk to me nonstop on FaceBook Chat. There are a few things I will explain that make this terrible for me.

1)I hate talking on Facebook Chat. I also hate that it is connected with the PMs. I really like sending longer PMs about overall subject matters and ask people personal questions not necessarily to discuss where the public can see. I don't like to just talk as if it is a messenger. If it is a good friend, I may but then again, all of my good friends have a messenger I am willing to talk with on namely Skype and occasionally Yahoo.

2) I don't know this guy that well. I hate being rude to anyone but it is annoying to have to contacted almost every hour when I am really not on Facebook. It may show that I am online, possibly because the tab is up and running, but that doesn't mean I am always free to talk. He acts as if I am there to talk specifically to him. When we do, he is always sounding a little needy and lonely. I can't even stomach some of the stuff he talks about concerning the past with high school. I really would much rather ignore most of it because a lot of bad happened in high school for me. Not with him, but in general. I am just not comfortable talking with him over FaceBook Chat.

3)He immediately insisted that I look at his profile and copy his number down into my phone. I don't intend on doing that to someone I barely know and have only met a few times. And I won't want to if asked or ordered to. I don't like to be told what to do. If I wanted to add you into my phone, I would on my own. Not by what you want of me to do.

Getting around to my point, he supposedly went to my page and found my phone number, which I don't remember putting on page but I guess I did. And then he wished me a Happy New Year on my phone. I thought that was rude. You didn't ask me if you could put my number into your phone. It isn't there for just anyone to find. I have my profile set to private for a reason and yes, I welcome friends to add me into their phone, but I expect them to ask first. It is rude to just go ahead and add me without asking. I had to ask who's number it was because I haven't had the time or effort to look at yours, but I knew it was within the area so I figured it may be a friend I neglected to add the last time I got a new phone. But it was him. I have nothing against him, but he has been on my nerves lately with contacting me rudely or neglectfully considering the matter at hand. When I say this, I mean commenting on posts he obviously has an issue with (namely a post I posted about a Church who said they accept al people of orientations whether gay, straight, bi as well as transexual and that God welcomes and loves them all). I support the post and after looking at hi profile once I noticed he was a Born-Again Christian who does not support Gay Rights and has an issue with it. Now, personally I feel he is being a little ignorant with his beliefs and not fully a true believer in them because the Christians I have met are tolerant of everyone despite race and orientation or sexual status. They do not judge because they believe God loves everyone, as he should.

So, I have had issue with him for a month now almost and when he contacted me on my phone he was asking me questions I was not comfortable with. Nothing sexual, may I clear those thoughts in the gutter. He was insisting I call him because he doesn't like texting. He uses the speech provider on his Android. Personally, I hate talking on the phone. I rarely make personal calls to anyone. One or two people may be pleasured with a rare chance of talking to me for an hour on the phone but not everyone. I only talk on the phone to call my parents and let them know something or everything is alright, to make calls to the internet service provider or roadside service, a small chat with a friend about getting together but for the most part I text or talk to people electronically in writing. I hate talking on the phone. He then tried to compromise with me to call him once a week. Excuse me? Who are you to decide that for yourself? I just said I am not interesting in talking to you on the phone and you are trying to insist I talk to you regularly every week. I don't have time to do that sir. I have college to consider, artwork to do, family life to consider, other plans, other stuff on my palette. I don't have time to make a schedule phone conversation with you because you want me to. That is inconsiderate and rude to even consider that without considering that maybe we are just not that close to talk that way with or the fact we barely know each other and that I don't want to. I can't put you first simply because texting inconveniences you.

So, I have been having an issue with this guy and been very irritable with him. As irritable as I have been with a girl I know who wants me to talk with her because it convinces her. I am not going to talk to people I have little in common or have an issue with to some degree whether by their actions or how immature their thinking can be. She threaded to defined me if I didn't explain why I was ignoring her. I don't have to explain myself to anyone. It is my choice not to talk to someone just as it is your choice to talk to someone. And you only contacted me because you were in town, no other time. So it only benefited you to talk with me because you thought you were closer to me by distance. If you were a good friend, you would talk to me no matter what, regardless of distance and time. But speaking of which, I can't just talk with you at any chance you want me to. Like I said, I am busy and it is the holidays so double that. I also said that the tab is up and running but that doesn't mean I am available. I like to use FaceBook to check up on close friends and read the hilarious posts George Takei posts because it is like Tumblr only with less obsession and more humor.

So, for 2013, I am going to make a Resolution like no other.

If I feel that I am only a friend to you because it benefits you and you feel like you need someone to talk to, then you are not my friend and will be defined. I will not be used like that or give into requests that I find unreasonable. This is not concerning my close friends who I know are too busy to talk with me most of the time or I can talk regularly with on a messenger. And this does not concern old acquaintances from school like CCA or Creekview that don't bother me over trivial matters and are just on my list as mutual acquaintances who respect one another. One old friend on my list from CCAwas respectful to talk with me not only catch up but also give me her condolences over the lost of my cat. That was sweet of her and she spent no ill will of being rude and only thinking of herself. She simply wanted to say she was sorry for my lost and catch up some which was nice. She was providing a mutual respect and sense of love that I admired in her.

People like that are people I will talk to. I will talk with them if they at some point care more about the person they are talking rather than what is on their own mind and need someone to confide in. I won't just answer anyone who wants to confide in me. There are a few people on my list who only care about confiding in me. Why me, I will never know.

Maybe they assume I am the good-natured person to accept anyones troubles and share it with them and be that shoulder to cry on. I am not going to do that 24/7. I am not going to consider everyone's feelings and act like I care. In some cases, maybe I side logically with the person they have an issue with. I won't just hear out the crybabies who only care about their side of the story. If they can't be logical and mature about something, I won't be a goody-goody two shoes and let them cry on my shoulder. I would much rather slap them in the face and tell them to grow up and to accept that these things happen and that if they are not responsible and mature about the matter then need a reality check. I'm sorry, but I am not going to sugarcoat their life for them simply so they can feel better about themselves. That is not the best way to handle issues or problems. I have learned that myself. So I am not going to make it seem like everyone is alright simply because I say it is. I am also not going to take their BS. It is just insane.

So, I am done with people like that. I may even delete them from my friendliest simply because I choose that people like that have no place my life and never will. If they want to grow up and be mature and prove it to me, then I may consider them but otherwise they are just children to me. I won't deal with people who still think they are teenagers with all of these personal issues on their shoulders and that the only person that matters with them is themselves. So, no thank you. I won't handle that shit anymore. Good day.