Just Stop....

You know what I don't like?

Being told what to do.

Especially based on your wishes.

Do not request me to do shit for you as a favor when I personally have no need to do it in the first place.

You wanted me to be tag shit on tumblr so you can have means to block it? Fuck that shit. I am not tagging anything based on your wishes of what I do with my tumblr page. If you don't like to see it on the dashboard, then tough. Not my problem. Take it or leave it. Just scroll pass it if you don't like it. But don't ask me to fucking do shit for you simply because you are aren't into the same things I am into.

First of all, it is hard enough talking to you about anything mature related because you have no interest in it. To be honest, face it, it is part of life. People have sex, enjoy it, may face mental and emotional trauma along the way, but that's just how it is. Sex isn't for everyone and everyone has certain degrees they can tolerate with it, some more than others, and some can sit here, looking at it, comment on it, but still watch it because oh wait that's right, it turns them on. It stimulates their interests and makes them want to masturbate to it or gets them in the mood to have sex. It is just how they are. They are in a different level than you because you prefer not to understand why so many people give into their human nature and want to fuck around. But do not judge them based on your preferences. Do not say that it is nasty and you don't want to hear it. That right there in itself is immature. You ignore the possibilities, don't understand the other person's side, because you don't want to. You want to avoid the subject and stay pure to your own close-minded views on the subject. Fetishes, sex, and masturbation are always going to be a part of life and the internet. If you can't deal with it, then don't go on sites that support or allow it. One being, tumblr. Don't watch people who post it based on their preference, even if they are your friends.

If you don't like what I post, then unwatch me, because the last thing I am doing is tagging something so you can avoid it based on your preferences. Take it or leave it. Can't deal with it? Then don't bother with it. Just face the fact, I am interested in sex, masturbation, yaoi, hentai, smut whatever. I give into my sins because I am human and enjoy it. It give she pleasure and fills me with wonder and excitement. The curiosity factor is always there. I enjoy it, unlike you. I have an active sex drive, one that at times gets out of hand. I am probably not the only one. If you don't want to hear it, then don't ask me about my relationships with others in that way. If you can't bear it, then don't sit there judging people based on their preferences with your own. If it dissatisfies you, then that is your choice, but keep it to yourself. No one wants to hear you complaining about it and why you hate it, why you can't stand it, why it irks you to the bone. Just accept that it is out of your hands and move on, get around it, avoid it, ignore it. Do whatever you can to get away form it, but don't judge. Don't judge the people who do like it, who do do it, and why they think the way they do apart from yourself. That is self-absorption: absorbed into your own thoughts and interests, without accepting or understanding the thoughts and interests of others.

I know I have no right to tell a friend how they should live their life, but it bugs me every time the topic comes up and you get all bitchy and grossed-out about it. I don't want to hear grossed out noises from you and you being bitchy about it and telling me to shut up because you don't wanna hear it. I am cautious about what I say to you, I can't be open with you, because you are unable to be open with me. As a friend, it hurts when I can't tell one of my best-friends some personal secrets every now and then without them being offended by it because they are at a different level than I am. Personally, this is why I kept one of my ex-friends around, they were actually open enough to talk about it and participate with it openly without the need to judge or actively turn down their friends own sake of living based on their own preferences. It feels like you are judging me and ridiculing me for thinking and feeling differently than you, because I am interested in something and you're not. It is like you belittle me simply because I happen to enjoy sexual desires. It hurts. It makes me feel like you don't accept me fully as a person let alone a friend.